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Vibrance
02:24
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sorrow will overcome me
leave me to extinguish every ounce of vibrance that I have left
and just let it be known that I will never forgive myself
rope tied to concrete around my ankles
sinking to the beat of a torturous metronome
unwinding to the rhythm of a drowning psyche
animated grieving servant
let it all fade
memorizing movements just to gain some normalcy
animated bleeding vessel
let it all fade
memorizing motions just to feel like I'm okay
I am all I've lost
retreating into destitute
conjuring things to prove my worth
extending myself to experience demise in the first person
animated bleeding vessel
let it fade
memorizing every gesture just to feel like I'm okay
I am all I've lost
I am all I've moured
I am all I've scorned
just let it be known that I will never forgive myself
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2. |
Mortal Flesh
01:12
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I see a faceless corpse exhumed
no legacy
I see a necropolis embellished by the moon
a single plot desecrated without a touch
my mortal flesh begins to rot away
my bleeding soul becomes a tomb
retreating back to the shadows
encased in stone
i will learn to see your disappointment from the dark
terrorizing those I love
until I can't revert
can you ever forgive me
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3. |
Disappear
03:10
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crawling through a phosphorescent radiance
I hear the hollow chants of all the things I can't accept
crawling through a phosphorescent paradise
I hear the damaged cries of my own mind
I want to disappear back to the shadows again
I want to disappear cremated in a prism of sin
I want to disappear back into the quiet again
I want to disappear until the bitter end
fall back to the same tired headache
warm breath leaves my lips for the last time
holding onto every single moment of clarity
that I ever missed the mark on
all the calm is long gone
insincere vindication as a character trait
will I fall silent when I hit the blue
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4. |
Words Like Bullets
02:46
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buried deep in a catacomb of silence
I free myself of my own head
solely to look at myself without the guilt
taking over again
indulging in my emotional hell
words like bullets so I keep them to myself
exhausted from waiting for my lungs to fill up with blood
skin scabs over but I don't mind
hell personifies
and I feel it in my step when I leave at night
pull me under your soil frame
hiding repression behind hollow eyes
I want to feel real pain for the first time
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5. |
Laceration
01:07
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hate becomes me
leaving a vessel built only for self destruction
I stare through but I don't know these eyes,
unable to recognize their sheen
relief in a wretched mind
because it's all I've ever really learned to love
my wound grows deeper as I reach for relief from this earth
my laceration folds over until my veins beg for life
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6. |
Personal Purgatory
03:54
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kneeling to a fantasy
seeing all the brightness fade but choosing to face away
contempt for my own potential
burdened by my lack of self
I'll wait until the clouds divide but seem to miss the grey
a structure built of apathy damns me to solitude
wretched arms open up to embrace me
stare into my opus of suffering and hold every piece
in high regard
my personal purgatory is now complete
bound to only delusion
the colours all wither until I long
for the solace of knowing that I could still feel anything
if I pushed it to the edge
wretched arms open up to embrace me
stare into my opus of suffering and hold every piece
in high regard
a floral vase for every day spent
wondering if there's still life in the muted tones
of self inflicted anarchy
only to be reminded that this is all that will ever be
my personal purgatory is now complete
for hell I'll wait forever
in life
condemned for all my days
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7. |
Howl
01:24
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a voice bellows from the rising sun
repeating veiled attempts at salvation
agonizing over washed out pain I've internalized
at no one's hands but my own
staring blankly into a non entity
but I still think I can see myself
droning death persists it's wealth
but it's never embedded as deep as it seems
breaking into a subdued actuality
here only to mark my betterment
as a failure to forget
a voice bellows in the sun
i purge myself of the feeling that I'll ever come back
from the hell I've made
the hell I'm in
I shovel soil on my chest
as I howl that I'm not ready to say goodbye
I shovel soil on my chest
as I howl that I'm not ready to leave
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8. |
Gasoline
01:19
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pride made of glass shatters under the burden
lay my head through the consequence
and disconnect the wires of my conscience
so I can burn it all anyway
when I wake up from my nightmares
I'm still dousing the floorboards with gasoline
lay my head through the hurt to ensure it's all ashes
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9. |
Sorrow Will Overcome Me
01:23
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imploding at the thought of consistency
embarrassed tears line moats between growth and façade
the sun rose eventually
but it will die where it lays
I feel alright today
but sorrow will overcome me again
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10. |
Blood
02:15
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I lost touch with a fabricated sense of maturity
drowning in a pool of my own blood
the hands of god
could never reach far enough
the arteries underneath my skin go dry
I'll bathe my spirit in the life I've leeched
on lifted time
I'll sever all the the limbs apart from hopeful forms
perpetuating a cycle of distress once again
drowning in a pool of my own blood
an abyss of blades in which I only feel comfortable
the hands of stability could never salvage me
I will fall from the grace of nothing
for only in my vanity will I find peace
drowning in a pool of my own blood
an abyss of blades in which I only feel comfortable
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lately I've felt a little lost
drowning in nowhere or anything
lately I've pushed myself into pain
only for the sake of it
lately I've let the life die out of my
garden of nowhere or anything
lately I have been smothering the flame in my
garden of nowhere or anything
lately I've been phasing into memories
of a child asking is this the end of times
or just the end of me
I can only carve into my veins for so deep
until the world bleeds in unison with me
lately
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